mike just left to take mason to his last day of school before the summer. so starting next week i will have both boys home with me full time. to the seasoned moms this seems like no big deal, afterall these are my children, however i have never done this before so its a big deal for me. i am so excited to spend more time with mason. he is so alive and full of energy. i've also been struggling, this year has been so difficult as a mother, i guess challenging is a better word. what worked yesterday does not work today so that kind of blows consistency out of the water. i just want to do right by him - it does not help that i am a capital drama-queen!! so sometimes i can't tell if i'm really blowing something or if i'm being too sensitive. it seems like some of the things i struggle with other mommy friends handle with ease.
i think he and i are growing closer though, which is such a gift. so for now i will continue seeking, which will include a trip to a therapist :-) whoo-hoo
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You are an excellent mommy! The boys are lucky to have you! And so am I!
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