bday pics

so i never uploaded pics that my frind sarah levit took of the boys party in november. better late than never.

ugh, dentist time

so i finally took mason to the dentist today for the first time(yes i know, he's four. thats when my dentist starts to see them) he did AWESOME. awesome. no problems whatever. he sat in the chair, had xrays, got cleaned and then sat while i had my appointment. i am so super proud of him. we celebrated both of us having no cavities, YEAH!!!!, by having lunch at live oak grill (which had the motorcycle removed. which sucks b/c thats why we went there!)
now i just need to get his dad to go......

we have a toddler....that toddles!

so please humor me and my sideways video clip. stephen has started to stand up on his own & walk the last couple of days! yeah!

we have a wean-er

well after almost 15 months stephen is officially off of the boobie. today is day 3 no nursing. and i am..... kind of sad. i'm also HIGHLY hormonal, which i'm sure will ease up sooner than later. its been a LONG frickin time since i was not either preggo or nursing, holy crap i just did the math - 2 years. wow. so a little whackadoo-ness seems appropriate, does it not?
so i've been a bit nutty, impatient, irritable. but i've thrown myself harder into prayer, meditation, trying to nurse the good thoughts rather than the bad (b/c believe me people, i have bad thoughts sometimes) my stepwork, exercise. posittive things. i tend to focus on negative.
i will leave you with a small gratitude list that i actually FEEL (you know how sometimes you know in your head you're grateful for something but don't feel it?)
- that its thursday. woo-hoo my night out.
- my healthy children
- that i can read/write/talk/dance/run/see/smell/taste/hear/love ..... i guess that i am living
- friendship
- the fantabulous weather we've been having. holy crap its been GORGEOUS!
TTFN